Ups and downs..Need help

Well I am kind of in a positive and negative state all the time.
I mean i made goals to be focused in my school this year and i have.
but my social life has been going down lately. Im starting to get annoyed from people
more easily. I feel like i am being used by people..Im having trouble meeting new people
and making the first move to talk now..which i had already solved before but it's back again.
I mean when it comes to school i am doing good..better than before, that's what i am positive about.
But everything else, has just been a total mess..I'm having grudges with people..more stubborn..
If someone doesn't want to talk to me anymore, i don't care..I just say hang it all and get on with my
education..but it's making my social life go down..what should i do?

Most people goes through those kinds of feelings once in a while and they are totaly fine, is a way of defence by your nervous system, you body is telling you one thing...
... I am getting stressed out! ...
You are probably pushing yourself out too much and asking a lot out of yourself.
My advice is: Take a well deserved vacation, recharge your energies and take the bull by the horns again.

Yeah i guess.
I can't take a vacation, I'm in school.
Feels like there's nobody to trust, nobody i should care for, everyone is a traitor.

STOP!!

If you believe everybody is a traitor, then is the truth, your truth.

Those thinkings don't give you any good. You have too much anger in your body. Try to forgive your enemies, feel it in your heart. Try to love them.

AND LOVE YOU!! Say I love you in front of a mirror. 50 times. Feel it! Forgive you for let the bad feelings install in your body.

What you give, you receive. IT'S TRUE!! I proved it! Give Love. First yourself.

I give you my sincerely love!

(sorry my english )